14 Nov Frankie Jane
𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒆 𝑱𝒂𝒏𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒚
June 21, 2005 – November 11, 2020
Her love is like MAGIC
I have no clue where to start with the story of this absolutely magical, incredible, beautiful baby girl.
Her story began over 15 years ago on the first day of summer in Lethbridge, Alberta. It was a hot day that turned into a wild crazy windy tornado dropping afternoon – and of course that would be the weather system which brought you into our world, because baby girl – your love was warm like the first day of summer and the adventure we lived was as wild, and as free as the storm that followed.
You were born in our laundry room – the final babe to come, the runt of the litter – right into my hands. Your first moment, was with me, and although I am so sad to say that I no longer get to hold you in my arms, and l am so incredibly blessed to have been the one to hold you every night all these years, I had millions if not gazillions of moments that will eternally be imprinted in my heart, my mind, and our souls forever will be connected. As those words flow through my head, out my fingers and into the key board to share with anyone who is reading this – I can feel your warmth bring peace to my world – thank you.
For anyone who is reading this who feels the tug of a loved one who left – please close your eyes and feel them there – they are with you.
Frankie thank your magic.
In our 15 + years together Miss Frankie Jane was my rock, she was the strength I leaned into when I had to navigate all the other losses and grievances, the hardships that naturally ebb and flow through our life – and with that, I find peace knowing that you are reunited with my mom, your nana – the mistress of the moon. You are back to run free forever with your big bro Mister Spudrick Do-Right Tremblay, and all your other brothers and sisters. You are back in the cuddle puddle with your wild wonderful biological parents – Miss Mama Midgey and Snoop Dog aka Doo Doo.
Over our time together, we drove across Canada, we moved a bazillion places, you truly were my perfect partner as we were both wild childs of the gypsy style. We wandered and seemed lost, but as long as we were together – everything was perfect.
You lived in Guatemala with me. In a hostel dorm room, with 6 other beds that were filled with dozens of people who you blessed with your magic.
And beyond that staff room there were hundreds if not thousands of people that you touched with your incredible love. Did you know my sweet Frankie Jane that even today you are helping Uncle Leo land dates – that is how magical you are.
Over those 15 years I was in the part of my life of learning and trying and falling and failing and getting back up, and baby girl I don’t know if I would have survived those years if I didn’t have you, so thank you for giving me life. That is how magical you are – you saved me.
In those 15 years Frankie you taught me so much, so so much. You truly were the best guide and teacher that I ever had, and I will always look up to you for your guidance (I know you will be there because that’s how magical you are). I promise to be strong, and be brave, I will share all the love and magic that you showed me, with the world.
Together, we can make it a better place, and I know we will.
I am excited to show you and nana and Pudrick and all our angels what I can do with all your love from above, and with all the love and support that surrounds us here on earth, and all the angels and guides that you have brought into my life now – it’s all truly a force of wild wonderful love of astronomical vastness and it will touch an infinite amount of lives and souls.
That is how magical you are.
I cannot express enough gratitude to everyone who has been apart of our life, but I have to make space to really show gratitude for those who were there for us in the final chapter of the Frankies earth story. Without you I may not have been able to see the beauty in these tough moments – But Frankie deserved nothing but the same beauty that she brought to the world, and we delivered.
Her final moments with me were beautiful, peaceful and potent with energy sharing and all the feelings of love.
To Dr. Moira and the ENTIRE team at Pawsitive vet, you guys are such angels. We see you all quite a bit at the end and you made our visits happy, and comfortable, and made us feel loved.
To Kari Lesick – you are also magic. I honestly don’t even know the words to string together to show my gratitude and appreciation for the space you held for Frankie and I. The word is Love – that is what you are, what you radiate and are the full embodiment of. The moment I met you I loved you, and I thank you for sharing that love and guidance and grace with us.
You helped Frankie and I synchronize even stronger than ever for the most important part of our chapter together. We were no longer teacher and student, we were just one connected energy and having that means Frankie and I will live on together forever.
You taught us about the contract and our purpose, and then I was able to let Frankie walk us home.
We are in a divine space where the magic we created will continue to unfold and blossom from your love / our love.
Yesterday, on November 11, a day of divine remembering for so many angels, I got to walk my baby girl home. She now runs freely with her pack, watching over us here.
I will see you in every sunset my Frankie Bean. I love you with every piece of me.
Thank you for everything. Rest well my babe.